By Liana Jacob
MEET the British student with albinism who is now a successful model despite being faced with extreme bullying when she was a child that left her feeling suicidal.
University student and part-time model, Joanne Dion (21), from South East London, UK, was born with albinism, a congenital condition which causes the complete or partial absence of pigment in the skin, hair and eyes.
Despite being a fearless child, her confidence curtailed during her primary school years where her peers would push her around and call her names about her condition like; āghostā, āCasperā, ātalcum powderā, āvampireā, āShrekā. The bullying became so severe that she wanted to die just to avoid facing her tormentors at school.
It wasnāt until she was 14, that she started to re-evaluate her personality which prompted her to return to her previous confident attitude.
In 2016, while shopping, a photographer approached Joanne asking to take pictures of her, to which she agreed. Since then her part-time modelling career took off.
āThe bullying started pretty much in pre-school and from as young as I can remember it always happened, but I wasnāt necessarily insecure in myself,ā Joanne said.
āI remember being a very strong and confident child, but my confidence was challenged was when other peopleās opinions started clashing with my own.
āI couldnāt see why they perceived me in a negative way and I hated myself for that very reason. I dealt with that in a negative way for the most part of my journey; I suffered from anxiety and depression.
āI remember, and still feel it sometimes when I used to cry myself to sleep and wishing not to wake up so that I donāt have to go to school the next day.
āWhen I was with my family, it was the best time, so I guess thatās why although at times I used to cry myself to sleep so hard and wished that I died, having that love in my family made me feel happier.
āI used to move schools a lot and I remember when I was in reception, it was very hard to come into myself because at that time I was working with a support worker, as I am partially sighted due to my albinism.
āLiterally I couldnāt see where I was going and didnāt get any help at all, so not having that confidence and not having people around me obviously hurt.
āI remember specifically this one guy, he was older than me, about nine or ten; heāll push me around, make fun of me and pull my hair for no reason and it was almost like the teacher saw it but didnāt do anything about it.
āI think schools donāt really do much in that area and thatās one thing Iām trying to get so involved in, because I want self-awareness and self-improvement.
āThis needs to be a compulsory lesson in schools because knowing who you are and informing people of who they are really does help.
āIn secondary school, I thought that for me to be accepted, I needed to be accepted by the popular kids so that that way, Iāll be protected because everyone looks up to them.
āI was still getting bullied in high school, but until year nine other things were going on in my life that were more severe than my condition of albinism and the way people treated me.
āI had time to discover myself, I got through those dark times when I self-harmed, I then realised āyou are a person, youāre way more than what you thought you wereā and I guess that was the revelation.ā
Joanne, who has African roots, found her voice and vowed that she would never let anyone else change what she thought about herself.
Her confidence bloomed from year eight and since then has attracted many positive comments from strangers.
āThe funny thing about that time is that I couldnāt look at myself in the mirror and find one thing I liked about myself because when I was younger I was always confident,ā she said.
āSo, making that conscious decision of blocking out that external noise that I didnāt need, made me start that journey which I didnāt know at the time would lead me to where I am now, but it definitely did.
āIāve seen so many things happen to people, and I still see beauty in them, so it was more important for me to see beauty in everything.
āI was in Forever 21 and this photographer asked to take pictures of me, I was at the till and moody because I couldnāt return what I wanted to return.
āHe was like ācan I take a picture of youā and I was like āok coolā. From there people started to notice me.
āPeople started asking to work with me to the point that I was starting to get a bit more momentum and I felt confident enough to start modelling. It just took off from there.
āItās humbled me ā it has changed me but in a great way. I had the opportunity to work with brands that I admire.
āI never thought that anyone who looks like me would ever get to work with them. Thatās what I wanted to accomplish and the fact that Iām accomplishing it is crazy.
āIām very surprised actually because in my personal life Iāve received such negative experiences from other people but when modelling I could probably count on just one hand the amount of negative feedback or comments that Iāve had.
āThe main thing that got me through is that Iām more than my condition, Iām more than my looks, Iām more than the things that Iāve been through and that is where to start.
āYour physical being is going to change ā I canāt be a model forever ā but I want to feed my personality, skills and impact I have on this world. Itās not about how you look.ā
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